Time matters most to me. I'm holding on to every second, unrelenting. Why am I so afraid of the future when I could be embracing the gift of today?
The people I care about begin to age and I bury myself with blame for all the times I spent away.
And even when those days didn't even matter, I still use them to fill an empty space. How can I give all of myself to the things that surround me? Without time it becomes overwhelming.
Every decision requires direction and it's hard to find the right way. So instead of choosing, I just lay my head down, close my eyes and drift into the next day.
It doesn't help that I'm getting older and things are moving forward. Now, not even memories can make time stand still. But this is progression, my visions have set in and all I want to do is keep them alive.
A young kid's dream, setting goals in life for more than just existing.
That kid was me and I intend to see him in his dreams break free. Free from all the guilt, all the shame and everything in between. To be there for myself and the people that mean the world to me.
I am a man of destiny; I will not fear the future. (x2)
released September 1, 2015
Vocals: Christian McGahan
Guitar: Bryce Holloway
Guitar: Christian McGahan
Bass: Greg Hinck
Drums: Jacob Thompson
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